Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Change.....

Time for changes. I'm actually ready to embrace some change.

Seems that all aspects of my life is getting a "cleaning". Down two friends this week. One cause I cared too much. The other cause I didn't care enough. In their opinions. In mine, I was the best friend I could be to them. For what I was getting out of the relationships, I was giving way more than I could afford.

I'm sad to have lost them from my life but I've learned that you can't fix something that doesn't want to be fixed. There's always going to be something wrong.

This is a first for me. To acknowledge that I can't fix it. Loathe that! Feels like I'm giving up.

Positive though are the friends that I have good relationships that are getting better! My friend Stacy, knowing that I am feeling blue, getting my nephew to call me for same FaceTime. Love, love, love that.

I'm made some changes here on the old blog. New title. New description. Eventually, when I get to it, a new layout too.

I've been sick for so long that I am ready to be well, get back on the health track!!!

Looking forward to the next few weekends in New Orleans. I'm happy to be busy right now but am fearful of when things slow down. Slow = time to think = trouble but til then I'll enjoy the adventures heading my way!!!

1 comment:

Angela Cruz-Garcia said...

I am right there with you about feeling as if you are giving up. I have also recently had to re-evaluate a friendship. It is a hard thing to do but sometimes you have to let them go so you can find peace.