Chemistry

Why is it when you finally meet that nice guy who you can talk to, you enjoy being with, and treats you wonderfully, there is absolutely no chemistry. No butterflies in the stomach. No tingling when he touches you. You might as well be with your brother.

It is frustrating to know that the person who excites you and makes you feel alive is probably someone that you shouldn't be with. Why is it that you always want what you can't have or what is bad for you? I guess if I knew the answer to that, I wouldn't still be single!

September 13, 2006

Today, when I woke up, I didn’t have that sad feeling that I’ve had for the last 3 years. I wasn’t jumping up and down with joy but I didn’t feel so very depressed. I still remember what today is and it saddens me but it’s not the overwhelming grief that I had felt before.

I finally slept last night. I hadn’t slept in two nights and I was pretty tired. I woke up only once at 3 am but was able to get back to sleep. And like every morning, as it has been for the last few months, I got my wake up call. It makes getting up that much better to know that someone is thinking of me first thing in the morning. Makes one feel all warm and fuzzy.

Life does go on. At the moment that something incredibly sad happens, you don’t think that you can. But what every one says is true. Life does go on, you will never forget, but the sadness does go away. Time does heal all wounds. (Just seeing how many clichés I can throw in).

It's time for....

It’s that time of year, FOOTBALL SEASON! Ok, so I am like a huge LSU fan. Is there any other school? LOL! I totally respect other people’s opinions, I just don’t agree with them unless it is something good about LSU.

Yes, the team they played last week could be compared to a high school team, however, they are trying to help out the lesser inner state schools by bringing them some recognition and revenues. This week it is Arizona! I am lucky enough that my father was able to get two tickets for me and Joyful. I haven’t been back to campus since they’ve completed the renovations to the stadium so it will be interesting to see them.

Next week is Auburn. That’s an away game that is on tv at 2:30 p.m. I don’t like afternoon games. I feel like the whole day is wasted.

LAST WEEKEND:
Last weekend I had the opportunity to spend the day in New Orleans. It was fairly quiet around the French Quarter although it was Decadence weekend. There were some very interesting men out and about but not like in the past. Although it did amaze me that this one guy could walk down the street in just a white undershirt and his BVDs. His facial expression was of one who was completely dressed and taking a walk. Thank goodness for sunglasses and the guy couldn’t see that I was staring and trying not to laugh! Also, who ever thought that leather and feathers make an interesting outfit? It doesn’t.